first post

this is my first post and i'm sitting here staring at the screen.so what do i talk about?my children?my husband?myself?something i'm passionate about?i'm sitting here and wondering how do all those other moms decide what to talk about?how do i do this and why do i want to?i am a bit of a loner and a fairly private person.but blogging will allow me to speak my mind ,to rant and rave,vent and bitch.and still remain private.or will it? i have always felt like an outsider,never part of the crowd.never the same as the others around me?like for instance-when i was a child and the other little girls all wanted to be mommies,nurses teachers etc and what did i want to be?a gypsy.free,and travelling and wearing bright clothes...i'm not even sure how i knew about gypsies.where would i in the '60's have seen gysies?where did this idea come from?i am now a grown woman and there are still times when i long for the freedom that being a gypsy as always signified for me.well more on gysies and freedom next time.are they connected in any way?